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ShadowBride graphic - 2007, DS |
A sampling of a few recent (1999 - 2010) poems, most appearing originally on one of my former websites, "The ShadowBride."
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Lost Tales of Anonymous Women
Because she was not treasured,
Time took over,
(And Time treasures no one)
And Time had its way with her;
Worse than serial killers,
Worse than evil stepmothers,
Worse than wild dogs.
Like a disease, like a grub,
It ate, and ate outwards,
Till her skin hung like dried fruit
Off a brittle stalk,
Till all that was pink and white
And frilly as Cinderella's slipper
Blackened like an eel but
Would not slough off.
Because she was not nurtured,
She could not live,
She could not die...
While the briars wound around her
Like New Year's resolutions
And tore, like meathooks
Into her eyes, her heart, her spine.
And. all the time, the blood fell,
Perpetually, chronically,
Drop by drop,
Like an ocean
Filtered through a water clock,
Like scabs in the desert sand,
Like tears on an iron pan, gone
Hissing into oblivion.
Because she was not honored,
Her mind became a morgue,
A silent hallway lined with silent drawers:
Each a keepsake box
Stuffed with muffled accusations.
And these, in turn,
Became her windows,
Blank as prison doors,
Dull as an Arctic horizon,
Where a ship
Would not appear,
Where a dove
Would not alight,
Where she'd not
Let down her hair.
Because she was not pleasured,
The ghosts moved in to stay.
They rustled in the wallpaper,
And groped between her legs.
She let the dust accumulate
In snowy landscapes on the floor,
And let the mold grow on the ceiling,
Its constellations hovering there
Like spells, like curses,
Like soot, like ashes, like dirt;
While, cast in the corner,
Blackened and spent ,
Each one her heart's desire
Or next-to-last lament, lie
A life's supply of wooden matches.
- 2000, Dia Sobin
Port of Dreams
It is always dusk
Behind the moon’s bloodless mirror
The skin is cast off
Layer by layer, submerged,
The pulse ebbs, the airs thicken
And so the blind swimmer
Sets forth
Across the border
To where a starless sky slants
Into a water, slack,
Encoded
W/ the moon’s toneless melodies
- 1999, DS
They cannot penetrate the aluminum air
where souls lay sleeping...
I am hollowed like a gourd,
The Others brush the walls of my interior
like moths within a globe
but I am blind, flameless.
worn as epitaphs on Martian tombs,
the heart's own hieroglyphics
And though a memory might stir
or a featureless twist emerge
from beneath this dull fabric,
Streets cobbled with skulls
Now ground beneath our heels
Skin mouldering with self-betrayal
Brain embalmed with lamentations
Incantations I can't recall
Still a light swells inside of me
As prayers resonate in the citadel
Bell-like tones enticing me
Yet, some things come to me
Memories of rain the wind
Sensations in the silken skin
The terrible baying of dogs
spreads blood red on the horizon
I know where the burning woman goes
I have seen the skies darken w/ her cries,
Oh, yes, I know what was done.
My mother was once her friend...
But, even she did not love her.
They could not even see her
As if their eyes were singed shut
Upon the ashes of a Father
That was not, in fact, her own.